Ironic

You have no idea how elated I was at that very moment when you started speaking with me so coolly and casually like we've been buds for the longest time. We conversed about simple things, nothing too complicated nor hard for this mind of ours to think it through and that was the part I truly enjoyed throughout the whole day today.

But then you uttered words which weren't thought through and when I heard them, it felt like you placed a handful of salt into my already opened wounds. Funny, how you made my day and all the same ruined it. Funny, how I'm being overly dramatic and replaying this scene in my head over and over again.

Because of an infatuation,
I'm making myself go through all this again.
Fuck this shit.